Going off the radar….
Hello all! If you haven’t heard, the tables have turned and my life is finally getting its act together :) I’m moving out to California on Friday for my internship at Format Entertainment and will be packing all week. I’m going to try and queue some stuff if I have a free couple of minutes, but both this blog and my other one ( wewatchalotoftv ) will be a little slow for the next week or so. Stay tuned, and I will start back up in sunny Cali in a week or so :D
Over-Emotional Ramblings at 2am.
I’m sick of being treated like crap. If you really don’t want me here, then just say it. If your life would be so much easier with me 3,000 miles away, then fine. I don’t appreciate being manipulated. I hate that I always have to put forth all the effort to fix things in this relationship. Nothing I do is ever good enough. And I know when I leave, I’m just going to fade to make room for bigger and better things in your life.
Our lives were never supposed to turn out this way. I don’t get it. I don’t get how this happened. I feel so completely at a loss and like I have no control over my life. I don’t know how things will ever be the same. I don’t want to lose you, but I don’t know how to my own head above water. I hope that one day things will turn around, but I can’t yet see the light at the end of the tunnel. Can you?
You know I’ve got this theory, there are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical. You know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like 5 minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Um, then there’s the music people, like Brooke. Who could care less for the lyrics as long as its just got like a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this. Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you, I believe that. And for me its usually song lyrics.
–Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill
Amen.
(Source: dazeddays)
Via let the wild rumpus start
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